I replied saying she needed to pick up mascarpone cheese and cream cheese. What was the root of this frantic text? I pondered this as I began prepping for the tiramisu. Tiramisu is one of those desserts that tastes more decadent the longer it sits in the refrigerator, so I wanted to get everything ready for when the cheeses arrived with my mother.

Apparently, my Mom and Dad were at an Italian restaurant eating a late lunch, when the waitress served tiramisu to the table next to them. Bam! Just like that my Mom was pining for tiramisu.

This little ordeal worked out rather well because I had been wanting to try out this recipe for tiramisu. It calls for making your own ladyfingers. Of course, you can always use store-bought ladyfingers too. For some reason I like to do these kinds of things. I’ve even made my own graham crackers before. I don’t know why, but I like doing it that way. I suppose part of me likes to taste how dishes were intended to taste before we had food manufacturers.

Ladyfingers are a very light, delicate cookie that work terrifically for soaking up the espresso syrup in this dessert. They actually get kind of soggy with the syrup, but it goes wonderfully with the rich filling.

Assembling tiramisu is kind of fun. The ladyfingers are dipped in a delightful kahlua-espresso syrup, and then layered with sweetened cream cheese and mascarpone cheese (with just a hint of espresso). The cream cheese and mascarpone cheese create a thick, creamy, and rich filling. The tiramisu is dusted with cocoa powder or grated bittersweet chocolate, which ever you prefer. I did a little of both. As the layers soak and the flavors blend together, you are left with a dessert that will make people go weak in the knees.

Tiramisu literally means “pick me up” because of the espresso soaked layers and flavor throughout. You can always use decaf if you are worried about your dessert keeping you awake.

This is perfect to make around this time of year, when you can make it in advance and keep it tucked away in the fridge, since it tastes better the next day (or two or three).

*Another note: I used fresh espresso instead of instant espresso powder. I added espresso to my taste, probably around 1/2 cup for the syrup, and 1/3 cup for the filling.

Tiramisu with Homemade Ladyfingers (The Pastry Queen by Rebecca Rather)

Ladyfingers (You can always use store-bought if you prefer):

• 1/2 cup powdered sugar for dusting the ladyfingers, plus extra for dusting the baking sheets
• 7 large eggs, separated
• 3/4 cup plus 4 tablespoons granulated sugar
• 2 teaspoons vanilla extract
• 1 cup all-purpose flour

Soaking Syrup:

• 1/2 cup water
• 1 1/2 cups sugar
• 2 teaspoons instant espresso powder
• 1/4 cup coffee liqueur, such as Kahlua
• 1/8 to 1/4 cup dark rum, such as Myer’s (You may choose to omit the rum and add more Kahlua in its place)
• 1 tablespoon vanilla

Filling:

• 3 (8-ounce) packages cream cheese, at room temperature
• 2 cups sugar
• 1 (16-ounce) tub mascarpone cheese, at room temperature
• 1 tablespoon boiling water
• 2 tablespoons instant espresso powder
• Dark cocoa powder or grated bittersweet chocolate, for dusting

To make the ladyfingers: Preheat the oven to 375 degrees F. Line two 12 x 17-inch baking sheets with parchment paper. Use a fine-mesh sieve to dust the paper with a light coating of powdered sugar. Using a mixer fitted with a paddle attachment, beat the egg yolks, the 3/4 cup granulated sugar, and the vanilla in a large bowl on high speed about 5 mintues, until the yolks become thick and pale yellow.

In a separate clean, large bowl, use a mixer fitted with a whisk attachment to beat the egg whites on high speed until stiff peaks form. Add the 4 tablespoons granulated sugar, 1 tablespoon at a time, beating after each addition. Fold the egg white mixture gently into the egg yolk mixture. Use a sieve to gently sift the flour over the batter. Gently fold in the flour just until incorporated.

Spoon the batter into a pastry bag fitted with a large round tip. Pipe the batter onto the prepared baking sheets, making each ladyfinger about 4 inches long and 2 inches wide. This takes a little practice, don’t worry if your ladyfingers are a little wobbly, they will be hidden by layers of luscious cream cheese and mascarpone cheese. You’ll be able to fit about 5 ladyfingers across and 4 down on each sheet. Bake about 10 minutes, until lightly browned.

Sift the 1/2 cup powdered sugar over the ladyfingers just as they come out of the oven. Cool for 5 minutes and use a spatula to transfer them from the baking sheet to the cooling racks.

To make the soaking syrup: Simmer the water and sugar in a heavy saucepan set over medium heat about 10 minutes, until slightly thickened. Remove the mixture from the heat and stir in the espresso powder, liqueur, rum, and vanilla. Set aside to cool.

To make the filling: Using a mixer fitted with a paddle attachment, combine the cream cheese and sugar in a large bowl on high speed. Add the mascarpone and beat on medium speed just until incorporated. Combine the boiling water and espresso powder in a small bowl. Stir 1/4 cup of the cooled soaking syrup and 1 tablespoon of the espresso liquid into the filling.

Spoon half of the cream cheese mixture into a medium bowl. Stir the remaining 1 tablespoon of espresso liquid into the second bowl of cream cheese mixture. You will have 1 bowl of light brown cream cheese filling and 1 bowl of dark brown cream cheese filling (from the addition of extra espresso liquid).

To assemble the tiramisu: Coat a 9 x 13-inch baking pan with cooking spray. Dip both sides of 1 ladyfinger in the cooled soaking syrup and place in the bottom of the pan. Repeat with more ladyfingers and syrup to line the whole pan. Spoon the light-colored cream cheese mixture over the ladyfingers and smooth gently with a spatula. Cover with a second layer of dipped ladyfingers. Spoon on the dark-colored cream cheese mixture and smooth the top as before. You may not use all of your ladyfingers. Use a fine-mesh sieve to dush the top with a light dusting of dark cocoa, or sprinkle grated bittersweet chocolate evenly over the top.

Cover the tiramisu and refrigerate for at least 2 hours or overnight. Serve cold from the refrigerator. Cut in squares and serve with a spatula.

Yield: 16-20 servings

Ladyfingers (You can always use store-bought if you prefer):

• 1/2 cup powdered sugar for dusting the ladyfingers, plus extra for dusting the baking sheets
• 7 large eggs, separated
• 3/4 cup plus 4 tablespoons granulated sugar
• 2 teaspoons vanilla extract
• 1 cup all-purpose flour

Soaking Syrup:

• 1/2 cup water
• 1 1/2 cups sugar
• 2 teaspoons instant espresso powder
• 1/4 cup coffee liqueur, such as Kahlua
• 1/8 to 1/4 cup dark rum, such as Myer’s (You may choose to omit the rum and add more Kahlua in its place)
• 1 tablespoon vanilla

Filling:

• 3 (8-ounce) packages cream cheese, at room temperature
• 2 cups sugar
• 1 (16-ounce) tub mascarpone cheese, at room temperature
• 1 tablespoon boiling water
• 2 tablespoons instant espresso powder
• Dark cocoa powder or grated bittersweet chocolate, for dusting

To make the ladyfingers: Preheat the oven to 375 degrees F. Line two 12 x 17-inch baking sheets with parchment paper. Use a fine-mesh sieve to dust the paper with a light coating of powdered sugar. Using a mixer fitted with a paddle attachment, beat the egg yolks, the 3/4 cup granulated sugar, and the vanilla in a large bowl on high speed about 5 mintues, until the yolks become thick and pale yellow.

In a separate clean, large bowl, use a mixer fitted with a whisk attachment to beat the egg whites on high speed until stiff peaks form. Add the 4 tablespoons granulated sugar, 1 tablespoon at a time, beating after each addition. Fold the egg white mixture gently into the egg yolk mixture. Use a sieve to gently sift the flour over the batter. Gently fold in the flour just until incorporated.

Spoon the batter into a pastry bag fitted with a large round tip. Pipe the batter onto the prepared baking sheets, making each ladyfinger about 4 inches long and 2 inches wide. This takes a little practice, don’t worry if your ladyfingers are a little wobbly, they will be hidden by layers of luscious cream cheese and mascarpone cheese. You’ll be able to fit about 5 ladyfingers across and 4 down on each sheet. Bake about 10 minutes, until lightly browned.

Sift the 1/2 cup powdered sugar over the ladyfingers just as they come out of the oven. Cool for 5 minutes and use a spatula to transfer them from the baking sheet to the cooling racks.

To make the soaking syrup: Simmer the water and sugar in a heavy saucepan set over medium heat about 10 minutes, until slightly thickened. Remove the mixture from the heat and stir in the espresso powder, liqueur, rum, and vanilla. Set aside to cool.

To make the filling: Using a mixer fitted with a paddle attachment, combine the cream cheese and sugar in a large bowl on high speed. Add the mascarpone and beat on medium speed just until incorporated. Combine the boiling water and espresso powder in a small bowl. Stir 1/4 cup of the cooled soaking syrup and 1 tablespoon of the espresso liquid into the filling.

Spoon half of the cream cheese mixture into a medium bowl. Stir the remaining 1 tablespoon of espresso liquid into the second bowl of cream cheese mixture. You will have 1 bowl of light brown cream cheese filling and 1 bowl of dark brown cream cheese filling (from the addition of extra espresso liquid).

To assemble the tiramisu: Coat a 9 x 13-inch baking pan with cooking spray. Dip both sides of 1 ladyfinger in the cooled soaking syrup and place in the bottom of the pan. Repeat with more ladyfingers and syrup to line the whole pan. Spoon the light-colored cream cheese mixture over the ladyfingers and smooth gently with a spatula. Cover with a second layer of dipped ladyfingers. Spoon on the dark-colored cream cheese mixture and smooth the top as before. You may not use all of your ladyfingers. Use a fine-mesh sieve to dush the top with a light dusting of dark cocoa, or sprinkle grated bittersweet chocolate evenly over the top.

Cover the tiramisu and refrigerate for at least 2 hours or overnight. Serve cold from the refrigerator. Cut in squares and serve with a spatula.

Yield: 16-20 servings